Bartleby the Scrivener: A Story of Wall Street
By Herman Melville
I
am a rather elderly man. The nature of my avocations for the last thirty years
has brought me into more than ordinary contact with what would seem an
interesting and somewhat singular set of men, of whom as yet nothing that I
know of has ever been written:--I mean the law-copyists or scriveners. I have
known very many of them, professionally and privately, and if I pleased, could
relate divers histories, at which good-natured gentlemen might smile, and
sentimental souls might weep. But I waive the biographies of all other
scriveners for a few passages in the life of Bartleby, who was a scrivener the
strangest I ever saw or heard of. While of other law-copyists I might write the
complete life, of Bartleby nothing of that sort can be done. I believe that no
materials exist for a full and satisfactory biography of this man. It is an
irreparable loss to literature. Bartleby was one of those beings of whom
nothing is ascertainable, except from the original sources, and in his case
those are very small. What my own astonished eyes saw of Bartleby, that is all I know of him, except, indeed, one vague report which will
appear in the sequel.
Ere
introducing the scrivener, as he first appeared to me, it is fit I make some
mention of myself, my employˇes,
my business, my chambers, and
general surroundings; because some such description is indispensable to an
adequate understanding of the chief character about to be presented.
Imprimis:
I am a man who, from his youth upwards, has been filled with a profound
conviction that the easiest way of life is the best. Hence, though I belong to
a profession proverbially energetic and nervous, even to turbulence, at times,
yet nothing of that sort have I ever suffered to invade my peace. I am one of
those unambitious lawyers who never addresses a jury, or in any way draws down
public applause; but in the cool tranquillity of a snug retreat, do a snug
business among rich men's bonds and mortgages and title-deeds. All who know me
consider me an eminently safe man. The late John Jacob Astor, a personage
little given to poetic enthusiasm, had no hesitation in pronouncing my first
grand point to be prudence; my next, method. I do not speak it in vanity, but
simply record the fact, that I was not unemployed in my profession by the late
John Jacob Astor; a name which, I admit, I love to repeat, for it hath a
rounded and orbicular sound to it, and rings like unto bullion. I will freely
add, that I was not insensible to the late John Jacob Astor's good opinion.
Some
time prior to the period at which this little history begins, my avocations had
been largely increased. The good old office, now extinct in the State of
New-York, of a Master in Chancery, had been conferred upon me. It was not a
very arduous office, but very pleasantly remunerative. I seldom lose my temper;
much more seldom indulge in dangerous indignation at wrongs and outrages; but I
must be permitted to be rash here and declare, that I consider the sudden and
violent abrogation of the office of Master of Chancery, by the new
Constitution, as a ---- premature act; inasmuch as I had counted upon a
life-lease of the profits, whereas I only received those of a few short years.
But this is by the way.
My
chambers were up stairs at No. -- Wall-street. At one end they looked upon the
white wall of the interior of a spacious sky-light shaft, penetrating the
building from top to bottom. This view might have been considered rather tame
than otherwise, deficient in what landscape painters call "life." But
if so, the view from the other end of my chambers offered, at least, a
contrast, if nothing more. In that direction my windows commanded an
unobstructed view of a lofty brick wall, black by age and everlasting shade; which
wall required no spy-glass to bring out its lurking beauties, but for the
benefit of all near-sighted spectators, was pushed up to within ten feet of my
window panes. Owing to the great height of the surrounding buildings, and my
chambers being on the second floor, the interval between this wall and mine not
a little resembled a huge square cistern.
At
the period just preceding the advent of Bartleby, I had two persons as copyists
in my employment, and a promising lad as an office-boy. First, Turkey; second,
Nippers; third, Ginger Nut. These may seem names, the like of which are not
usually found in the Directory. In truth they were nicknames, mutually
conferred upon each other by my three clerks, and were deemed expressive of
their respective persons or characters. Turkey was a short, pursy Englishman of
about my own age, that is, somewhere not far from sixty. In the morning, one
might say, his face was of a fine florid hue, but after twelve o'clock,
meridian--his dinner hour--it blazed like a grate full of Christmas coals; and
continued blazing--but, as it were, with a gradual wane--till 6 o'clock, P. M.
or thereabouts, after which I saw no more of the proprietor of the face, which
gaining its meridian with the sun, seemed to set with it, to rise, culminate,
and decline the following day, with the like regularity and undiminished glory.
There are many singular coincidences I have known in the course of my life, not
the least among which was the fact, that exactly when Turkey displayed his
fullest beams from his red and radiant countenance, just then, too, at that
critical moment, began the daily period when I considered his business
capacities as seriously disturbed for the remainder of the twenty-four hours.
Not that he was absolutely idle, or averse to business then; far from it. The
difficulty was, he was apt to be altogether too energetic. There was a strange,
inflamed, flurried, flighty recklessness of activity about him. He would be
incautious in dipping his pen into his inkstand. All his blots upon my
documents, were dropped there after twelve o'clock, meridian. Indeed, not only
would he be reckless and sadly given to making blots in the afternoon, but some
days he went further, and was rather noisy. At such times, too, his face flamed
with augmented blazonry, as if cannel coal had been heaped on anthracite. He
made an unpleasant racket with his chair; spilled his sand-box; in mending his
pens, impatiently split them all to pieces, and threw them on the floor in a
sudden passion; stood up and leaned over his table, boxing his papers about in
a most indecorous manner, very sad to behold in an elderly man like him.
Nevertheless, as he was in many ways a most valuable person to me, and all the
time before twelve o'clock, meridian, was the quickest, steadiest creature too,
accomplishing a great deal of work in a style not easy to be matched--for these
reasons, I was willing to overlook his eccentricities, though indeed,
occasionally, I remonstrated with him. I did this very gently, however,
because, though the civilest, nay, the blandest and most reverential of men in
the morning, yet in the afternoon he was disposed, upon provocation, to be
slightly rash with his tongue, in fact, insolent. Now, valuing his morning
services as I did, and resolved not to lose them; yet, at the same time made
uncomfortable by his inflamed ways after twelve o'clock; and being a man of
peace, unwilling by my admonitions to call forth unseemly retorts from him; I
took upon me, one Saturday noon (he was always worse on Saturdays), to hint to
him, very kindly, that perhaps now that he was growing old, it might be well to
abridge his labors; in short, he need not come to my chambers after twelve
o'clock, but, dinner over, had best go home to his lodgings and rest himself
till tea-time. But no; he insisted upon his afternoon devotions. His
countenance became intolerably fervid, as he oratorically assured
me--gesticulating with a long ruler at the other end of the room--that if his
services in the morning were useful, how indispensible, then, in the afternoon?
"With
submission, sir," said Turkey on this occasion, "I consider myself
your right-hand man. In the morning I but marshal and deploy my columns; but in
the afternoon I put myself at their head, and gallantly charge the foe, thus!"--and
he made a violent thrust with the ruler.
"But
the blots, Turkey," intimated I.
"True,--but,
with submission, sir, behold these hairs! I am getting old. Surely, sir, a blot
or two of a warm afternoon is not to be severely urged against gray hairs. Old
age--even if it blot the page--is honorable. With submission, sir, we both are getting old."
This
appeal to my fellow-feeling was hardly to be resisted. At all events, I saw
that go he would not. So I made up my mind to let him stay, resolving, nevertheless,
to see to it, that during the afternoon he had to do with my less important
papers.
Nippers,
the second on my list, was a whiskered, sallow, and, upon the whole, rather
piratical-looking young man of about five and twenty. I always deemed him the
victim of two evil powers--ambition and indigestion. The ambition was evinced
by a certain impatience of the duties of a mere copyist, an unwarrantable
usurpation of strictly professional affairs, such as the original drawing up of
legal documents. The indigestion seemed betokened in an occasional nervous
testiness and grinning irritability, causing the teeth to audibly grind
together over mistakes committed in copying; unnecessary maledictions, hissed,
rather than spoken, in the heat of business; and especially by a continual
discontent with the height of the table where he worked. Though of a very
ingenious mechanical turn, Nippers could never get this table to suit him. He
put chips under it, blocks of various sorts, bits of pasteboard, and at last
went so far as to attempt an exquisite adjustment by final pieces of folded
blotting-paper. But no invention would answer. If, for the sake of easing his
back, he brought the table lid at a sharp angle well up towards his chin, and
wrote there like a man using the steep roof of a Dutch house for his
desk:--then he declared that it stopped the circulation in his arms. If now he
lowered the table to his waistbands, and stooped over it in writing, then there
was a sore aching in his back. In short, the truth of the matter was, Nippers
knew not what he wanted. Or, if he wanted any thing, it was to be rid of a
scrivener's table altogether. Among the manifestations of his diseased ambition
was a fondness he had for receiving visits from certain ambiguous-looking fellows
in seedy coats, whom he called his clients. Indeed I was aware that not only
was he, at times, considerable of a ward-politician, but he occasionally did a
little business at the Justices' courts, and was not unknown on the steps of
the Tombs. I have good reason to believe, however, that one individual who
called upon him at my chambers, and who, with a grand air, he insisted was his
client, was no other than a dun, and the alleged title-deed, a bill. But with
all his failings, and the annoyances he caused me, Nippers, like his compatriot
Turkey, was a very useful man to me; wrote a neat, swift hand; and, when he
chose, was not deficient in a gentlemanly sort of deportment. Added to this, he
always dressed in a gentlemanly sort of way; and so, incidentally, reflected
credit upon my chambers. Whereas with respect to Turkey, I had much ado to keep
him from being a reproach to me. His clothes were apt to look oily and smell of
eating-houses. He wore his pantaloons very loose and baggy in summer. His coats
were execrable; his hat not be to handled. But while the hat was a thing of
indifference to me, inasmuch as his natural civility and deference, as a
dependent Englishman, always led him to doff it the moment he entered the room,
yet his coat was another matter. Concerning his coats, I reasoned with him; but
with no effect. The truth was, I suppose, that a man with so small an income,
could not afford to sport such a lustrous face and a lustrous coat at one and
the same time. As Nippers once observed, Turkey's money went chiefly for red
ink. One winter day I presented Turkey with a highly-respectable looking coat
of my own, a padded gray coat, of a most comfortable warmth, and which buttoned
straight up from the knee to the neck. I thought Turkey would appreciate the
favor, and abate his rashness and obstreperousness of afternoons. But no. I
verily believe that buttoning himself up in so downy and blanket-like a coat
had a pernicious effect upon him; upon the same principle that too much oats
are bad for horses. In fact, precisely as a rash, restive horse is said to feel
his oats, so Turkey felt his coat. It made him insolent. He was a man whom
prosperity harmed.
Though
concerning the self-indulgent habits of Turkey I had my own private surmises,
yet touching Nippers I was well persuaded that whatever might be his faults in
other respects, he was, at least, a temperate young man. But indeed, nature
herself seemed to have been his vintner, and at his birth charged him so
thoroughly with an irritable, brandy-like disposition, that all subsequent
potations were needless. When I consider how, amid the stillness of my
chambers, Nippers would sometimes impatiently rise from his seat, and stooping
over his table, spread his arms wide apart, seize the whole desk, and move it,
and jerk it, with a grim, grinding motion on the floor, as if the table were a
perverse voluntary agent, intent on thwarting and vexing him; I plainly
perceive that for Nippers, brandy and water were altogether superfluous.
It
was fortunate for me that, owing to its peculiar cause--indigestion--the
irritability and consequent nervousness of Nippers, were mainly observable in
the morning, while in the afternoon he was comparatively mild. So that Turkey's
paroxysms only coming on about twelve o'clock, I never had to do with their
eccentricities at one time. Their fits relieved each other like guards. When
Nippers' was on, Turkey's was off; and vice
versa. This was a good natural
arrangement under the circumstances.
Ginger
Nut, the third on my list, was a lad some twelve years old. His father was a
carman, ambitious of seeing his son on the bench instead of a cart, before he
died. So he sent him to my office as student at law, errand boy, and cleaner
and sweeper, at the rate of one dollar a week. He had a little desk to himself,
but he did not use it much. Upon inspection, the drawer exhibited a great array
of the shells of various sorts of nuts. Indeed, to this quick-witted youth the
whole noble science of the law was contained in a nut-shell. Not the least
among the employments of Ginger Nut, as well as one which he discharged with
the most alacrity, was his duty as cake and apple purveyor for Turkey and
Nippers. Copying law papers being proverbially a dry, husky sort of business,
my two scriveners were fain to moisten their mouths very often with
Spitzenbergs to be had at the numerous stalls nigh the Custom House and Post
Office. Also, they sent Ginger Nut very frequently for that peculiar
cake--small, flat, round, and very spicy--after which he had been named by
them. Of a cold morning when business was but dull, Turkey would gobble up
scores of these cakes, as if they were mere wafers--indeed they sell them at
the rate of six or eight for a penny--the scrape of his pen blending with the
crunching of the crisp particles in his mouth. Of all the fiery afternoon
blunders and flurried rashnesses of Turkey, was his once moistening a
ginger-cake between his lips, and clapping it on to a mortgage for a seal. I
came within an ace of dismissing him then. But he mollified me by making an
oriental bow, and saying--"With submission, sir, it was generous of me to
find you in stationery on my own account."
Now
my original business--that of a conveyancer and title hunter, and drawer-up of
recondite documents of all sorts--was considerably increased by receiving the
master's office. There was now great work for scriveners. Not only must I push
the clerks already with me, but I must have additional help. In answer to my
advertisement, a motionless young man one morning, stood upon my office
threshold, the door being open, for it was summer. I can see that figure
now--pallidly neat, pitiably respectable, incurably forlorn! It was Bartleby.
After
a few words touching his qualifications, I engaged him, glad to have among my
corps of copyists a man of so singularly sedate an aspect, which I thought
might operate beneficially upon the flighty temper of Turkey, and the fiery one
of Nippers.
I
should have stated before that ground glass folding-doors divided my premises
into two parts, one of which was occupied by my scriveners, the other by
myself. According to my humor I threw open these doors, or closed them. I
resolved to assign Bartleby a corner by the folding-doors, but on my side of
them, so as to have this quiet man within easy call, in case any trifling thing
was to be done. I placed his desk close up to a small side-window in that part
of the room, a window which originally had afforded a lateral view of certain
grimy back-yards and bricks, but which, owing to subsequent erections,
commanded at present no view at all, though it gave some light. Within three
feet of the panes was a wall, and the light came down from far above, between
two lofty buildings, as from a very small opening in a dome. Still further to a
satisfactory arrangement, I procured a high green folding screen, which might
entirely isolate Bartleby from my sight, though not remove him from my voice.
And thus, in a manner, privacy and society were conjoined.
At
first Bartleby did an extraordinary quantity of writing. As if long famishing
for something to copy, he seemed to gorge himself on my documents. There was no
pause for digestion. He ran a day and night line, copying by sun-light and by
candle-light. I should have been quite delighted with his application, had be
been cheerfully industrious. But he wrote on silently, palely, mechanically.
It
is, of course, an indispensable part of a scrivener's business to verify the
accuracy of his copy, word by word. Where there are two or more scriveners in
an office, they assist each other in this examination, one reading from the
copy, the other holding the original. It is a very dull, wearisome, and
lethargic affair. I can readily imagine that to some sanguine temperaments it
would be altogether intolerable. For example, I cannot credit that the
mettlesome poet Byron would have contentedly sat down with Bartleby to examine
a law document of, say five hundred pages, closely written in a crimpy hand.
Now
and then, in the haste of business, it had been my habit to assist in comparing
some brief document myself, calling Turkey or Nippers for this purpose. One
object I had in placing Bartleby so handy to me behind the screen, was to avail
myself of his services on such trivial occasions. It was on the third day, I
think, of his being with me, and before any necessity had arisen for having his
own writing examined, that, being much hurried to complete a small affair I had
in hand, I abruptly called to Bartleby. In my haste and natural expectancy of
instant compliance, I sat with my head bent over the original on my desk, and
my right hand sideways, and somewhat nervously extended with the copy, so that
immediately upon emerging from his retreat, Bartleby might snatch it and
proceed to business without the least delay.
In
this very attitude did I sit when I called to him, rapidly stating what it was
I wanted him to do--namely, to examine a small paper with me. Imagine my
surprise, nay, my consternation, when without moving from his privacy, Bartleby
in a singularly mild, firm voice, replied, "I would prefer not to."
I
sat awhile in perfect silence, rallying my stunned faculties. Immediately it
occurred to me that my ears had deceived me, or Bartleby had entirely
misunderstood my meaning. I repeated my request in the clearest tone I could
assume. But in quite as clear a one came the previous reply, "I would
prefer not to."
"Prefer
not to," echoed I, rising in high excitement, and crossing the room with a
stride. "What do you mean? Are you moon-struck? I want you to help me
compare this sheet here--take it," and I thrust it towards him.
"I
would prefer not to," said he.
I
looked at him steadfastly. His face was leanly composed; his gray eye dimly
calm. Not a wrinkle of agitation rippled him. Had there been the least
uneasiness, anger, impatience or impertinence in his manner; in other words,
had there been any thing ordinarily human about him, doubtless I should have
violently dismissed him from the premises. But as it was, I should have as soon
thought of turning my pale plaster-of-paris bust of Cicero out of doors. I
stood gazing at him awhile, as he went on with his own writing, and then
reseated myself at my desk. This is very strange, thought I. What had one best
do? But my business hurried me. I concluded to forget the matter for the
present, reserving it for my future leisure. So calling Nippers from the other
room, the paper was speedily examined.
A
few days after this, Bartleby concluded four lengthy documents, being
quadruplicates of a week's testimony taken before me in my High Court of
Chancery. It became necessary to examine them. It was an important suit, and
great accuracy was imperative. Having all things arranged I called Turkey,
Nippers and Ginger Nut from the next room, meaning to place the four copies in
the hands of my four clerks, while I should read from the original. Accordingly
Turkey, Nippers and Ginger Nut had taken their seats in a row, each with his
document in hand, when I called to Bartleby to join this interesting group.
"Bartleby!
quick, I am waiting."
I
heard a slow scrape of his chair legs on the uncarpeted floor, and soon he
appeared standing at the entrance of his hermitage.
"What
is wanted?" said he mildly.
"The
copies, the copies," said I hurriedly. "We are going to examine them.
There"--and I held towards him the fourth quadruplicate.
"I
would prefer not to," he said, and gently disappeared behind the screen.
For
a few moments I was turned into a pillar of salt, standing at the head of my
seated column of clerks. Recovering myself, I advanced towards the screen, and
demanded the reason for such extraordinary conduct.
"Why
do you refuse?"
"I
would prefer not to."
With
any other man I should have flown outright into a dreadful passion, scorned all
further words, and thrust him ignominiously from my presence. But there was
something about Bartleby that not only strangely disarmed me, but in a
wonderful manner touched and disconcerted me. I began to reason with him.
"These
are your own copies we are about to examine. It is labor saving to you, because
one examination will answer for your four papers. It is common usage. Every
copyist is bound to help examine his copy. Is it not so? Will you not speak?
Answer!"
"I
prefer not to," he replied in a flute-like tone. It seemed to me that
while I had been addressing him, he carefully revolved every statement that I
made; fully comprehended the meaning; could not gainsay the irresistible
conclusion; but, at the same time, some paramount consideration prevailed with him
to reply as he did.
"You
are decided, then, not to comply with my request--a request made according to
common usage and common sense?"
He
briefly gave me to understand that on that point my judgment was sound. Yes:
his decision was irreversible.
It
is not seldom the case that when a man is browbeaten in some unprecedented and
violently unreasonable way, he begins to stagger in his own plainest faith. He
begins, as it were, vaguely to surmise that, wonderful as it may be, all the
justice and all the reason is on the other side. Accordingly, if any
disinterested persons are present, he turns to them for some reinforcement for
his own faltering mind.
"Turkey,"
said I, "what do you think of this? Am I not right?"
"With
submission, sir," said Turkey, with his blandest tone, "I think that
you are."
"Nippers,"
said I, "what do you think of it?"
"I
think I should kick him out of the office."
(The
reader of nice perceptions will here perceive that, it being morning, Turkey's
answer is couched in polite and tranquil terms, but Nippers replies in
ill-tempered ones. Or, to repeat a previous sentence, Nippers's ugly mood was
on duty, and Turkey's off.)
"Ginger
Nut," said I, willing to enlist the smallest suffrage in my behalf,
"what do you think of it?"
"I
think, sir, he's a little luny,"
replied Ginger Nut, with a
grin.
"You
hear what they say," said I, turning towards the screen, "come forth
and do your duty."
But
he vouchsafed no reply. I pondered a moment in sore perplexity. But once more
business hurried me. I determined again to postpone the consideration of this
dilemma to my future leisure. With a little trouble we made out to examine the
papers without Bartleby, though at every page or two, Turkey deferentially
dropped his opinion that this proceeding was quite out of the common; while
Nippers, twitching in his chair with a dyspeptic nervousness, ground out
between his set teeth occasional hissing maledictions against the stubborn oaf
behind the screen. And for his (Nippers's) part, this was the first and the
last time he would do another man's business without pay.
Meanwhile
Bartleby sat in his hermitage, oblivious to every thing but his own peculiar
business there.
Some
days passed, the scrivener being employed upon another lengthy work. His late
remarkable conduct led me to regard his ways narrowly. I observed that he never
went to dinner; indeed that he never went any where. As yet I had never of my
personal knowledge known him to be outside of my office. He was a perpetual
sentry in the corner. At about eleven o'clock though, in the morning, I noticed
that Ginger Nut would advance toward the opening in Bartleby's screen, as if
silently beckoned thither by a gesture invisible to me where I sat. The boy
would then leave the office jingling a few pence, and reappear with a handful
of ginger-nuts which he delivered in the hermitage, receiving two of the cakes
for his trouble.
He
lives, then, on ginger-nuts, thought I; never eats a dinner, properly speaking;
he must be a vegetarian then; but no; he never eats even vegetables, he eats
nothing but ginger-nuts. My mind then ran on in reveries concerning the
probable effects upon the human constitution of living entirely on ginger-nuts.
Ginger-nuts are so called because they contain ginger as one of their peculiar
constituents, and the final flavoring one. Now what was ginger? A hot, spicy
thing. Was Bartleby hot and spicy? Not at all. Ginger, then, had no effect upon
Bartleby. Probably he preferred it should have none.
Nothing
so aggravates an earnest person as a passive resistance. If the individual so
resisted be of a not inhumane temper, and the resisting one perfectly harmless
in his passivity; then, in the better moods of the former, he will endeavor
charitably to construe to his imagination what proves impossible to be solved
by his judgment. Even so, for the most part, I regarded Bartleby and his ways.
Poor fellow! thought I, he means no mischief; it is plain he intends no
insolence; his aspect sufficiently evinces that his eccentricities are
involuntary. He is useful to me. I can get along with him. If I turn him away,
the chances are he will fall in with some less indulgent employer, and then he
will be rudely treated, and perhaps driven forth miserably to starve. Yes. Here
I can cheaply purchase a delicious self-approval. To befriend Bartleby; to
humor him in his strange wilfulness, will cost me little or nothing, while I
lay up in my soul what will eventually prove a sweet morsel for my conscience.
But this mood was not invariable with me. The passiveness of Bartleby sometimes
irritated me. I felt strangely goaded on to encounter him in new opposition, to
elicit some angry spark from him answerable to my own. But indeed I might as
well have essayed to strike fire with my knuckles against a bit of Windsor
soap. But one afternoon the evil impulse in me mastered me, and the following
little scene ensued:
"Bartleby,"
said I, "when those papers are all copied, I will compare them with
you."
"I
would prefer not to."
"How?
Surely you do not mean to persist in that mulish vagary?"
No
answer.
I
threw open the folding-doors near by, and turning upon Turkey and Nippers,
exclaimed in an excited manner--
"He
says, a second time, he won't examine his papers. What do you think of it,
Turkey?"
It
was afternoon, be it remembered. Turkey sat glowing like a brass boiler, his
bald head steaming, his hands reeling among his blotted papers.
"Think
of it?" roared Turkey; "I think I'll just step behind his screen, and
black his eyes for him!"
So
saying, Turkey rose to his feet and threw his arms into a pugilistic position.
He was hurrying away to make good his promise, when I detained him, alarmed at
the effect of incautiously rousing Turkey's combativeness after dinner.
"Sit
down, Turkey," said I, "and hear what Nippers has to say. What do you
think of it, Nippers? Would I not be justified in immediately dismissing
Bartleby?"
"Excuse
me, that is for you to decide, sir. I think his conduct quite unusual, and
indeed unjust, as regards Turkey and myself. But it may only be a passing
whim."
"Ah,"
exclaimed I, "you have strangely changed your mind then--you speak very
gently of him now."
"All
beer," cried Turkey; "gentleness is effects of beer--Nippers and I
dined together to-day. You see how gentle Iam, sir. Shall I go and black his eyes?"
"You
refer to Bartleby, I suppose. No, not to-day, Turkey," I replied;
"pray, put up your fists."
I
closed the doors, and again advanced towards Bartleby. I felt additional
incentives tempting me to my fate. I burned to be rebelled against again. I
remembered that Bartleby never left the office.
"Bartleby,"
said I, "Ginger Nut is away; just step round to the Post Office, won't
you? (it was but a three minutes walk,) and see if there is any thing for
me."
"I
would prefer not to."
"You
will not?"
"I
prefer not."
I
staggered to my desk, and sat there in a deep study. My blind inveteracy
returned. Was there any other thing in which I could procure myself to be
ignominiously repulsed by this lean, penniless wight?--my hired clerk? What
added thing is there, perfectly reasonable, that he will be sure to refuse to
do?
"Bartleby!"
No
answer.
"Bartleby,"
in a louder tone.
No
answer.
"Bartleby,"
I roared.
Like
a very ghost, agreeably to the laws of magical invocation, at the third
summons, he appeared at the entrance of his hermitage.
"Go
to the next room, and tell Nippers to come to me."
"I
prefer not to," he respectfully and slowly said, and mildly disappeared.
"Very
good, Bartleby," said I, in a quiet sort of serenely severe self-possessed
tone, intimating the unalterable purpose of some terrible retribution very
close at hand. At the moment I half intended something of the kind. But upon
the whole, as it was drawing towards my dinner-hour, I thought it best to put
on my hat and walk home for the day, suffering much from perplexity and
distress of mind.
Shall
I acknowledge it? The conclusion of this whole business was, that it soon
became a fixed fact of my chambers, that a pale young scrivener, by the name of
Bartleby, had a desk there; that he copied for me at the usual rate of four
cents a folio (one hundred words); but he was permanently exempt from examining
the work done by him, that duty being transferred to Turkey and Nippers, one of
compliment doubtless to their superior acuteness; moreover, said Bartleby was
never on any account to be dispatched on the most trivial errand of any sort;
and that even if entreated to take upon him such a matter, it was generally
understood that he would prefer not to--in other words, that he would refuse
point-blank.
As
days passed on, I became considerably reconciled to Bartleby. His steadiness,
his freedom from all dissipation, his incessant industry (except when he chose
to throw himself into a standing revery behind his screen), his great
stillness, his unalterableness of demeanor under all circumstances, made him a
valuable acquisition. One prime thing was this,-- he was always there; --first in the morning, continually through the
day, and the last at night. I had a singular confidence in his honesty. I felt
my most precious papers perfectly safe in his hands. Sometimes to be sure I
could not, for the very soul of me, avoid falling into sudden spasmodic
passions with him. For it was exceeding difficult to bear in mind all the time
those strange peculiarities, privileges, and unheard of exemptions, forming the
tacit stipulations on Bartleby's part under which he remained in my office. Now
and then, in the eagerness of dispatching pressing business, I would
inadvertently summon Bartleby, in a short, rapid tone, to put his finger, say,
on the incipient tie of a bit of red tape with which I was about compressing
some papers. Of course, from behind the screen the usual answer, "I prefer
not to," was sure to come; and then, how could a human creature with the
common infirmities of our nature, refrain from bitterly exclaiming upon such
perverseness--such unreasonableness. However, every added repulse of this sort
which I received only tended to lessen the probability of my repeating the
inadvertence.
Here
is must be said, that according to the custom of most legal gentlemen occupying
chambers in densely-populated law buildings, there were several keys to my
door. One was kept by a woman residing in the attic, which person weekly
scrubbed and daily swept and dusted my apartments. Another was kept by Turkey
for convenience sake. The third I sometimes carried in my own pocket. The
fourth I knew not who had.
Now,
one Sunday morning I happened to go to Trinity Church, to hear a celebrated
preacher, and finding myself rather early on the ground, I thought I would walk
round to my chambers for a while. Luckily I had my key with me; but upon
applying it to the lock, I found it resisted by something inserted from the
inside. Quite surprised, I called out; when to my consternation a key was
turned from within; and thrusting his lean visage at me, and holding the door
ajar, the apparition of Bartleby appeared, in his shirt sleeves, and otherwise
in a strangely tattered dishabille, saying quietly that he was sorry, but he
was deeply engaged just then, and--preferred not admitting me at present. In a
brief word or two, he moreover added, that perhaps I had better walk round the
block two or three times, and by that time he would probably have concluded his
affairs.
Now,
the utterly unsurmised appearance of Bartleby, tenanting my law-chambers of a
Sunday morning, with his cadaverously gentlemanly nonchalance, yet withal firm and self-possessed, had such a
strange effect upon me, that incontinently I slunk away from my own door, and
did as desired. But not without sundry twinges of impotent rebellion against
the mild effrontery of this unaccountable scrivener. Indeed, it was his
wonderful mildness chiefly, which not only disarmed me, but unmanned me, as it
were. For I consider that one, for the time, is a sort of unmanned when he
tranquilly permits his hired clerk to dictate to him, and order him away from
his own premises. Furthermore, I was full of uneasiness as to what Bartleby
could possibly be doing in my office in his shirt sleeves, and in an otherwise
dismantled condition of a Sunday morning. Was any thing amiss going on? Nay,
that was out of the question. It was not to be thought of for a moment that
Bartleby was an immoral person. But what could he be doing there?--copying? Nay
again, whatever might be his eccentricities, Bartleby was an eminently decorous
person. He would be the last man to sit down to his desk in any state
approaching to nudity. Besides, it was Sunday; and there was something about
Bartleby that forbade the supposition that we would by any secular occupation
violate the proprieties of the day.
Nevertheless,
my mind was not pacified; and full of a restless curiosity, at last I returned
to the door. Without hindrance I inserted my key, opened it, and entered.
Bartleby was not to be seen. I looked round anxiously, peeped behind his
screen; but it was very plain that he was gone. Upon more closely examining the
place, I surmised that for an indefinite period Bartleby must have ate,
dressed, and slept in my office, and that too without plate, mirror, or bed.
The cushioned seat of a ricketty old sofa in one corner bore the faint impress
of a lean, reclining form. Rolled away under his desk, I found a blanket; under
the empty grate, a blacking box and brush; on a chair, a tin basin, with soap
and a ragged towel; in a newspaper a few crumbs of ginger-nuts and a morsel of
cheese. Yet, thought I, it is evident enough that Bartleby has been making his
home here, keeping bachelor's hall all by himself. Immediately then the thought
came sweeping across me, What miserable friendlessness and loneliness are here
revealed! His poverty is great; but his solitude, how horrible! Think of it. Of
a Sunday, Wall-street is deserted as Petra; and every night of every day it is
an emptiness. This building too, which of week-days hums with industry and
life, at nightfall echoes with sheer vacancy, and all through Sunday is
forlorn. And here Bartleby makes his home; sole spectator of a solitude which
he has seen all populous--a sort of innocent and transformed Marius brooding
among the ruins of Carthage!
For
the first time in my life a feeling of overpowering stinging melancholy seized
me. Before, I had never experienced aught but a not-unpleasing sadness. The
bond of a common humanity now drew me irresistibly to gloom. A fraternal
melancholy! For both I and Bartleby were sons of Adam. I remembered the bright
silks and sparkling faces I had seen that day, in gala trim, swan-like sailing
down the Mississippi of Broadway; and I contrasted them with the pallid
copyist, and thought to myself, Ah, happiness courts the light, so we deem the
world is gay; but misery hides aloof, so we deem that misery there is none.
These sad fancyings--chimeras, doubtless, of a sick and silly brain--led on to
other and more special thoughts, concerning the eccentricities of Bartleby.
Presentiments of strange discoveries hovered round me. The scrivener's pale
form appeared to me laid out, among uncaring strangers, in its shivering
winding sheet.
Suddenly
I was attracted by Bartleby's closed desk, the key in open sight left in the
lock.
I
mean no mischief, seek the gratification of no heartless curiosity, thought I;
besides, the desk is mine, and its contents too, so I will make bold to look
within. Every thing was methodically arranged, the papers smoothly placed. The
pigeon holes were deep, and removing the files of documents, I groped into
their recesses. Presently I felt something there, and dragged it out. It was an
old bandanna handkerchief, heavy and knotted. I opened it, and saw it was a
savings' bank.
I
now recalled all the quiet mysteries which I had noted in the man. I remembered
that he never spoke but to answer; that though at intervals he had considerable
time to himself, yet I had never seen him reading--no, not even a newspaper;
that for long periods he would stand looking out, at his pale window behind the
screen, upon the dead brick wall; I was quite sure he never visited any refectory
or eating house; while his pale face clearly indicated that he never drank beer
like Turkey, or tea and coffee even, like other men; that he never went any
where in particular that I could learn; never went out for a walk, unless
indeed that was the case at present; that he had declined telling who he was,
or whence he came, or whether he had any relatives in the world; that though so
thin and pale, he never complained of ill health. And more than all, I
remembered a certain unconscious air of pallid--how shall I call it?--of pallid
haughtiness, say, or rather an austere reserve about him, which had positively
awed me into my tame compliance with his eccentricities, when I had feared to
ask him to do the slightest incidental thing for me, even though I might know,
from his long-continued motionlessness, that behind his screen he must be
standing in one of those dead-wall reveries of his.
Revolving
all these things, and coupling them with the recently discovered fact that he
made my office his constant abiding place and home, and not forgetful of his
morbid moodiness; revolving all these things, a prudential feeling began to
steal over me. My first emotions had been those of pure melancholy and
sincerest pity; but just in proportion as the forlornness of Bartleby grew and
grew to my imagination, did that same melancholy merge into fear, that pity
into repulsion. So true it is, and so terrible too, that up to a certain point
the thought or sight of misery enlists our best affections; but, in certain
special cases, beyond that point it does not. They err who would assert that
invariably this is owing to the inherent selfishness of the human heart. It
rather proceeds from a certain hopelessness of remedying excessive and organic
ill. To a sensitive being, pity is not seldom pain. And when at last it is
perceived that such pity cannot lead to effectual succor, common sense bids the
soul be rid of it. What I saw that morning persuaded me that the scrivener was
the victim of innate and incurable disorder. I might give alms to his body; but
his body did not pain him; it was his soul that suffered, and his soul I could
not reach.
I
did not accomplish the purpose of going to Trinity Church that morning.
Somehow, the things I had seen disqualified me for the time from church-going.
I walked homeward, thinking what I would do with Bartleby. Finally, I resolved
upon this;--I would put certain calm questions to him the next morning,
touching his history, &c., and if he declined to answer then openly and
reservedly (and I supposed he would prefer not), then to give him a twenty
dollar bill over and above whatever I might owe him, and tell him his services
were no longer required; but that if in any other way I could assist him, I
would be happy to do so, especially if he desired to return to his native
place, wherever that might be, I would willingly help to defray the expenses.
Moreover, if, after reaching home, he found himself at any time in want of aid,
a letter from him would be sure of a reply.
The
next morning came.
"Bartleby,"
said I, gently calling to him behind his screen.
No
reply.
"Bartleby,"
said I, in a still gentler tone, "come here; I am not going to ask you to
do any thing you would prefer not to do--I simply wish to speak to you."
Upon
this he noiselessly slid into view.
"Will
you tell me, Bartleby, where you were born?"
"I
would prefer not to."
"Will
you tell me any thing about yourself?"
"I
would prefer not to."
"But
what reasonable objection can you have to speak to me? I feel friendly towards
you."
He
did not look at me while I spoke, but kept his glance fixed upon my bust of
Cicero, which as I then sat, was directly behind me, some six inches above my
head.
"What
is your answer, Bartleby?" said I, after waiting a considerable time for a
reply, during which his countenance remained immovable, only there was the
faintest conceivable tremor of the white attenuated mouth.
"At
present I prefer to give no answer," he said, and retired into his
hermitage.
It
was rather weak in me I confess, but his manner on this occasion nettled me.
Not only did there seem to lurk in it a certain disdain, but his perverseness
seemed ungrateful, considering the undeniable good usage and indulgence he had
received from me.
Again
I sat ruminating what I should do. Mortified as I was at his behavior, and
resolved as I had been to dismiss him when I entered my office, nevertheless I
strangely felt something superstitious knocking at my heart, and forbidding me
to carry out my purpose, and denouncing me for a villain if I dared to breathe
one bitter word against this forlornest of mankind. At last, familiarly drawing
my chair behind his screen, I sat down and said: "Bartleby, never mind
then about revealing your history; but let me entreat you, as a friend, to
comply as far as may be with the usages of this office. Say now you will help
to examine papers to-morrow or next day: in short, say now that in a day or two
you will begin to be a little reasonable:--say so, Bartleby."
"At
present I would prefer not to be a little reasonable," was his mildly
cadaverous reply.
Just
then the folding-doors opened, and Nippers approached. He seemed suffering from
an unusually bad night's rest, induced by severer indigestion than common. He
overheard those final words of Bartleby.
"Prefer
not, eh?" gritted
Nippers--"I'd prefer him, if I were you, sir," addressing
me--"I'd prefer him; I'd give him preferences, the stubborn
mule! What is it, sir, pray, that he prefers
not to do now?"
Bartleby
moved not a limb.
"Mr.
Nippers," said I, "I'd prefer that you would withdraw for the
present."
Somehow,
of late I had got into the way of involuntarily using this word
"prefer" upon all sorts of not exactly suitable occasions. And I
trembled to think that my contact with the scrivener had already and seriously
affected me in a mental way. And what further and deeper aberration might it
not yet produce? This apprehension had not been without efficacy in determining
me to summary means.
As
Nippers, looking very sour and sulky, was departing, Turkey blandly and
deferentially approached.
"With
submission, sir," said he, "yesterday I was thinking about Bartleby
here, and I think that if he would but prefer to take a quart of good ale every
day, it would do much towards mending him, and enabling him to assist in
examining his papers."
"So
you have got the word too," said I, slightly excited.
"With
submission, what word, sir," asked Turkey, respectfully crowding himself
into the contracted space behind the screen, and by so doing, making me jostle
the scrivener. "What word, sir?"
"I
would prefer to be left alone here," said Bartleby, as if offended at
being mobbed in his privacy.
"That's
the word, Turkey," said
I-- "that's it."
"Oh,
prefer? oh yes--queer word. I never use it myself. But,
sir, as I was saying, if he would but prefer--"
"Turkey,"
interrupted I, "you will please withdraw."
"Oh,
certainly, sir, if you prefer that I should."
As
he opened the folding-door to retire, Nippers at his desk caught a glimpse of
me, and asked whether I would prefer to have a certain paper copied on blue
paper or white. He did not in the least roguishly accent the word prefer. It
was plain that it involuntarily rolled from his tongue. I thought to myself,
surely I must get rid of a demented man, who already has in some degree turned
the tongues, if not the heads of myself and clerks. But I thought it prudent
not to break the dismission at once.
The
next day I noticed that Bartleby did nothing but stand at his window in his
dead-wall revery. Upon asking him why he did not write, he said that he had
decided upon doing no more writing.
"Why,
how now? what next?" exclaimed I, "do no more writing?"
"No
more."
"And
what is the reason?"
"Do
you not see the reason for yourself," he indifferently replied.
I
looked steadfastly at him, and perceived that his eyes looked dull and glazed.
Instantly it occurred to me, that his unexampled diligence in copying by his
dim window for the first few weeks of his stay with me might have temporarily
impaired his vision.
I
was touched. I said something in condolence with him. I hinted that of course
he did wisely in abstaining from writing for a while; and urged him to embrace
that opportunity of taking wholesome exercise in the open air. This, however,
he did not do. A few days after this, my other clerks being absent, and being
in a great hurry to dispatch certain letters by the mail, I thought that,
having nothing else earthly to do, Bartleby would surely be less inflexible
than usual, and carry these letters to the post-office. But he blankly
declined. So, much to my inconvenience, I went myself.
Still
added days went by. Whether Bartleby's eyes improved or not, I could not say.
To all appearance, I thought they did. But when I asked him if they did, he
vouchsafed no answer. At all events, he would do no copying. At last, in reply
to my urgings, he informed me that he had permanently given up copying.
"What!"
exclaimed I; "suppose your eyes should get entirely well--better than ever
before--would you not copy then?"
"I
have given up copying," he answered, and slid aside.
He
remained as ever, a fixture in my chamber. Nay--if that were possible--he
became still more of a fixture than before. What was to be done? He would do
nothing in the office: why should he stay there? In plain fact, he had now
become a millstone to me, not only useless as a necklace, but afflictive to
bear. Yet I was sorry for him. I speak less than truth when I say that, on his
own account, he occasioned me uneasiness. If he would but have named a single
relative or friend, I would instantly have written, and urged their taking the
poor fellow away to some convenient retreat. But he seemed alone, absolutely
alone in the universe. A bit of wreck in the mid Atlantic. At length,
necessities connected with my business tyrannized over all other
considerations. Decently as I could, I told Bartleby that in six days' time he
must unconditionally leave the office. I warned him to take measures, in the
interval, for procuring some other abode. I offered to assist him in this
endeavor, if he himself would but take the first step towards a removal.
"And when you finally quit me, Bartleby," added I, "I shall see
that you go not away entirely unprovided. Six days from this hour,
remember."
At
the expiration of that period, I peeped behind the screen, and lo! Bartleby was
there.
I
buttoned up my coat, balanced myself; advanced slowly towards him, touched his
shoulder, and said, "The time has come; you must quit this place; I am
sorry for you; here is money; but you must go."
"I
would prefer not," he replied, with his back still towards me.
"You
must."
He
remained silent.
Now
I had an unbounded confidence in this man's common honesty. He had frequently
restored to me sixpences and shillings carelessly dropped upon the floor, for I
am apt to be very reckless in such shirt-button affairs. The proceeding then
which followed will not be deemed extraordinary.
"Bartleby,"
said I, "I owe you twelve dollars on account; here are thirty-two; the odd
twenty are yours.--Will you take it?" and I handed the bills towards him.
But
he made no motion.
"I
will leave them here then," putting them under a weight on the table. Then
taking my hat and cane and going to the door I tranquilly turned and
added--"After you have removed your things from these offices, Bartleby,
you will of course lock the door--since every one is now gone for the day but
you--and if you please, slip your key underneath the mat, so that I may have it
in the morning. I shall not see you again; so good-bye to you. If hereafter in
your new place of abode I can be of any service to you, do not fail to advise
me by letter. Good-bye, Bartleby, and fare you well."
But
he answered not a word; like the last column of some ruined temple, he remained
standing mute and solitary in the middle of the otherwise deserted room.
As
I walked home in a pensive mood, my vanity got the better of my pity. I could
not but highly plume myself on my masterly management in getting rid of
Bartleby. Masterly I call it, and such it must appear to any dispassionate
thinker. The beauty of my procedure seemed to consist in its perfect quietness.
There was no vulgar bullying, no bravado of any sort, no choleric hectoring,
and striding to and fro across the apartment, jerking out vehement commands for
Bartleby to bundle himself off with his beggarly traps. Nothing of the kind.
Without loudly bidding Bartleby depart--as an inferior genius might have
done--I assumed the ground that depart he must; and upon the
assumption built all I had to say. The more I thought over my procedure, the
more I was charmed with it. Nevertheless, next morning, upon awakening, I had
my doubts,--I had somehow slept off the fumes of vanity. One of the coolest and
wisest hours a man has, is just after he awakes in the morning. My procedure
seemed as sagacious as ever,--but only in theory. How it would prove in
practice--there was the rub. It was truly a beautiful thought to have assumed
Bartleby's departure; but, after all, that assumption was simply my own, and
none of Bartleby's. The great point was, not whether I had assumed that he
would quit me, but whether he would prefer so to do. He was more a man of
preferences than assumptions.
AFTER
breakfast, I walked down town, arguing the probabilities pro and con. One moment I thought it would prove a miserable
failure, and Bartleby would be found all alive at my office as usual; the next
moment it seemed certain that I should see his chair empty. And so I kept
veering about. At the corner of Broadway and Canal-street, I saw quite an
excited group of people standing in earnest conversation.
"I'll
take odds he doesn't," said a voice as I passed.
"Doesn't
go?--done!" said I, "put up your money."
I
was instinctively putting my hand in my pocket to produce my own, when I
remembered that this was an election day. The words I had overheard bore no
reference to Bartleby, but to the success or non-success of some candidate for
the mayoralty. In my intent frame of mind, I had, as it were, imagined that all
Broadway shared in my excitement, and were debating the same question with me.
I passed on, very thankful that the uproar of the street screened my momentary
absent-mindedness.
As
I had intended, I was earlier than usual at my office door. I stood listening
for a moment. All was still. He must be gone. I tried the knob. The door was
locked. Yes, my procedure had worked to a charm; he indeed must be vanished.
Yet a certain melancholy mixed with this: I was almost sorry for my brilliant
success. I was fumbling under the door mat for the key, which Bartleby was to
have left there for me, when accidentally my knee knocked against a panel,
producing a summoning sound, and in response a voice came to me from
within--"Not yet; I am occupied."
It
was Bartleby.
I
was thunderstruck. For an instant I stood like the man who, pipe in mouth, was
killed one cloudless afternoon long ago in Virginia, by summer lightning; at
his own warm open window he was killed, and remained leaning out there upon the
dreamy afternoon, till some one touched him, when he fell.
"Not
gone!" I murmured at last. But again obeying that wondrous ascendancy
which the inscrutable scrivener had over me, and from which ascendency, for all
my chafing, I could not completely escape, I slowly went down stairs and out
into the street, and while walking round the block, considered what I should
next do in this unheard-of perplexity. Turn the man out by an actual thrusting
I could not; to drive him away by calling him hard names would not do; calling
in the police was an unpleasant idea; and yet, permit him to enjoy his
cadaverous triumph over me,--this too I could not think of. What was to be
done? or, if nothing could be done, was there any thing further that I could assume in the matter? Yes, as before I had prospectively assumed that
Bartleby would depart, so now I might retrospectively assume that departed he
was. In the legitimate carrying out of this assumption, I might enter my office
in a great hurry, and pretending not to see Bartleby at all, walk straight
against him as if he were air. Such a proceeding would in a singular degree
have the appearance of a home-thrust. It was hardly possible that Bartleby
could withstand such an application of the doctrine of assumptions. But upon
second thoughts the success of the plan seemed rather dubious. I resolved to
argue the matter over with him again.
"Bartleby,"
said I, entering the office, with a quietly severe expression, "I am
seriously displeased. I am pained, Bartleby. I had thought better of you. I had
imagined you of such a gentlemanly organization, that in any delicate dilemma a
slight hint would suffice--in short, an assumption. But it appears I am
deceived. Why," I added, unaffectedly starting, "you have not even touched
the money yet," pointing to it, just where I had left it the evening
previous.
He
answered nothing.
"Will
you, or will you not, quit me?" I now demanded in a sudden passion,
advancing close to him.
"I
would prefer not to quit you," he replied, gently emphasizing
the not.
"What
earthly right have you to stay here? Do you pay any rent? Do you pay my taxes?
Or is this property yours?"
He
answered nothing.
"Are
you ready to go on and write now? Are your eyes recovered? Could you copy a
small paper for me this morning? or help examine a few lines? or step round to
the post-office? In a word, will you do any thing at all, to give a coloring to
your refusal to depart the premises?"
He
silently retired into his hermitage.
I
was now in such a state of nervous resentment that I thought it but prudent to
check myself at present from further demonstrations. Bartleby and I were alone.
I remembered the tragedy of the unfortunate Adams and the still more
unfortunate Colt in the solitary office of the latter; and how poor Colt, being
dreadfully incensed by Adams, and imprudently permitting himself to get wildly
excited, was at unawares hurried into his fatal act--an act which certainly no
man could possibly deplore more than the actor himself. Often it had occurred to
me in my ponderings upon the subject, that had that altercation taken place in
the public street, or at a private residence, it would not have terminated as
it did. It was the circumstance of being alone in a solitary office, up stairs,
of a building entirely unhallowed by humanizing domestic associations--an
uncarpeted office, doubtless, of a dusty, haggard sort of appearance;--this it
must have been, which greatly helped to enhance the irritable desperation of
the hapless Colt.
But
when this old Adam of resentment rose in me and tempted me concerning Bartleby,
I grappled him and threw him. How? Why, simply by recalling the divine
injunction: "A new commandment give I unto you, that ye love one
another." Yes, this it was that saved me. Aside from higher
considerations, charity often operates as a vastly wise and prudent
principle--a great safeguard to its possessor. Men have committed murder for
jealousy's sake, and anger's sake, and hatred's sake, and selfishness' sake,
and spiritual pride's sake; but no man that ever I heard of, ever committed a
diabolical murder for sweet charity's sake. Mere self-interest, then, if no
better motive can be enlisted, should, especially with high-tempered men,
prompt all beings to charity and philanthropy. At any rate, upon the occasion
in question, I strove to drown my exasperated feelings towards the scrivener by
benevolently construing his conduct. Poor fellow, poor fellow! thought I, he
don't mean any thing; and besides, he has seen hard times, and ought to be indulged.
I
endeavored also immediately to occupy myself, and at the same time to comfort
my despondency. I tried to fancy that in the course of the morning, at such
time as might prove agreeable to him, Bartleby, of his own free accord, would
emerge from his hermitage, and take up some decided line of march in the
direction of the door. But no. Half-past twelve o'clock came; Turkey began to
glow in the face, overturn his inkstand, and become generally obstreperous;
Nippers abated down into quietude and courtesy; Ginger Nut munched his noon
apple; and Bartleby remained standing at his window in one of his profoundest
dead-wall reveries. Will it be credited? Ought I to acknowledge it? That
afternoon I left the office without saying one further word to him.
Some
days now passed, during which, at leisure intervals I looked a little into
"Edwards on the Will," and "Priestley on Necessity." Under
the circumstances, those books induced a salutary feeling. Gradually I slid
into the persuasion that these troubles of mine touching the scrivener, had
been all predestinated from eternity, and Bartleby was billeted upon me for
some mysterious purpose of an all-wise Providence, which it was not for a mere
mortal like me to fathom. Yes, Bartleby, stay there behind your screen, thought
I; I shall persecute you no more; you are harmless and noiseless as any of
these old chairs; in short, I never feel so private as when I know you are
here. At least I see it, I feel it; I penetrate to the predestinated purpose of
my life. I am content. Others may have loftier parts to enact; but my mission
in this world, Bartleby, is to furnish you with office-room for such period as
you may see fit to remain.
I
believe that this wise and blessed frame of mind would have continued with me,
had it not been for the unsolicited and uncharitable remarks obtruded upon me
by my professional friends who visited the rooms. But thus it often is, that
the constant friction of illiberal minds wears out at last the best resolves of
the more generous. Though to be sure, when I reflected upon it, it was not
strange that people entering my office should be struck by the peculiar aspect
of the unaccountable Bartleby, and so be tempted to throw out some sinister
observations concerning him. Sometimes an attorney having business with me, and
calling at my office, and finding no one but the scrivener there, would
undertake to obtain some sort of precise information from him touching my
whereabouts; but without heeding his idle talk, Bartleby would remain standing
immovable in the middle of the room. So after contemplating him in that
position for a time, the attorney would depart, no wiser than he came.
Also,
when a Reference was going on, and the room full of lawyers and witnesses and
business was driving fast; some deeply occupied legal gentleman present, seeing
Bartleby wholly unemployed, would request him to run round to his (the legal
gentleman's) office and fetch some papers for him. Thereupon, Bartleby would
tranquilly decline, and yet remain idle as before. Then the lawyer would give a
great stare, and turn to me. And what could I say? At last I was made aware
that all through the circle of my professional acquaintance, a whisper of
wonder was running round, having reference to the strange creature I kept at my
office. This worried me very much. And as the idea came upon me of his possibly
turning out a long-lived man, and keep occupying my chambers, and denying my
authority; and perplexing my visitors; and scandalizing my professional
reputation; and casting a general gloom over the premises; keeping soul and
body together to the last upon his savings (for doubtless he spent but half a
dime a day), and in the end perhaps outlive me, and claim possession of my
office by right of his perpetual occupancy: as all these dark anticipations
crowded upon me more and more, and my friends continually intruded their
relentless remarks upon the apparition in my room; a great change was wrought
in me. I resolved to gather all my faculties together, and for ever rid me of this
intolerable incubus.
Ere
revolving any complicated project, however, adapted to this end, I first simply
suggested to Bartleby the propriety of his permanent departure. In a calm and
serious tone, I commended the idea to his careful and mature consideration. But
having taken three days to meditate upon it, he apprised me that his original
determination remained the same; in short, that he still preferred to abide
with me.
What
shall I do? I now said to myself, buttoning up my coat to the last button. What
shall I do? what ought I to do? what does conscience say I should do with this man, or rather ghost. Rid myself of him, I must; go,
he shall. But how? You will not thrust him, the poor, pale, passive
mortal,--you will not thrust such a helpless creature out of your door? you
will not dishonor yourself by such cruelty? No, I will not, I cannot do that.
Rather would I let him live and die here, and then mason up his remains in the
wall. What then will you do? For all your coaxing, he will not budge. Bribes he
leaves under your own paperweight on your table; in short, it is quite plain
that he prefers to cling to you.
Then
something severe, something unusual must be done. What! surely you will not
have him collared by a constable, and commit his innocent pallor to the common
jail? And upon what ground could you procure such a thing to be done?--a
vagrant, is he? What! he a vagrant, a wanderer, who refuses to budge? It is
because he will not be a vagrant, then, that you seek to count him as a vagrant. That is too absurd. No visible means of support: there
I have him. Wrong again: for indubitably he does support
himself, and that is the only unanswerable proof that any man can show of his
possessing the means so to do. No more then. Since he will not quit me, I must
quit him. I will change my offices; I will move elsewhere; and give him fair
notice, that if I find him on my new premises I will then proceed against him
as a common trespasser.
Acting
accordingly, next day I thus addressed him: "I find these chambers too far
from the City Hall; the air is unwholesome. In a word, I propose to remove my
offices next week, and shall no longer require your services. I tell you this
now, in order that you may seek another place."
He
made no reply, and nothing more was said.
On
the appointed day I engaged carts and men, proceeded to my chambers, and having
but little furniture, every thing was removed in a few hours. Throughout, the
scrivener remained standing behind the screen, which I directed to be removed
the last thing. It was withdrawn; and being folded up like a huge folio, left
him the motionless occupant of a naked room. I stood in the entry watching him
a moment, while something from within me upbraided me.
I
re-entered, with my hand in my pocket--and--and my heart in my mouth.
"Good-bye,
Bartleby; I am going--good-bye, and God some way bless you; and take
that," slipping something in his hand. But it dropped upon the floor, and
then,--strange to say--I tore myself from him whom I had so longed to be rid
of.
Established
in my new quarters, for a day or two I kept the door locked, and started at
every footfall in the passages. When I returned to my rooms after any little
absence, I would pause at the threshold for an instant, and attentively listen,
ere applying my key. But these fears were needless. Bartleby never came nigh
me.
I
thought all was going well, when a perturbed looking stranger visited me,
inquiring whether I was the person who had recently occupied rooms at No. --
Wall-street.
Full
of forebodings, I replied that I was.
"Then
sir," said the stranger, who proved a lawyer, "you are responsible
for the man you left there. He refuses to do any copying; he refuses to do any
thing; he says he prefers not to; and he refuses to quit the premises."
"I
am very sorry, sir," said I, with assumed tranquillity, but an inward
tremor, "but, really, the man you allude to is nothing to me--he is no
relation or apprentice of mine, that you should hold me responsible for
him."
"In
mercy's name, who is he?"
"I
certainly cannot inform you. I know nothing about him. Formerly I employed him
as a copyist; but he has done nothing for me now for some time past."
"I
shall settle him then,--good morning, sir."
Several
days passed, and I heard nothing more; and though I often felt a charitable
prompting to call at the place and see poor Bartleby, yet a certain
squeamishness of I know not what withheld me.
All
is over with him, by this time, thought I at last, when through another week no
further intelligence reached me. But coming to my room the day after, I found
several persons waiting at my door in a high state of nervous excitement.
"That's
the man--here he comes," cried the foremost one, whom I recognized as the
lawyer who had previously called upon me alone.
"You
must take him away, sir, at once," cried a portly person among them,
advancing upon me, and whom I knew to be the landlord of No. -- Wall-street.
"These gentlemen, my tenants, cannot stand it any longer; Mr. B----"
pointing to the lawyer, "has turned him out of his room, and he now
persists in haunting the building generally, sitting upon the banisters of the
stairs by day, and sleeping in the entry by night. Every body is concerned;
clients are leaving the offices; some fears are entertained of a mob; something
you must do, and that without delay."
Aghast
at this torrent, I fell back before it, and would fain have locked myself in my
new quarters. In vain I persisted that Bartleby was nothing to me--no more than
to any one else. In vain:--I was the last person known to have any thing to do
with him, and they held me to the terrible account. Fearful then of being
exposed in the papers (as one person present obscurely threatened) I considered
the matter, and at length said, that if the lawyer would give me a confidential
interview with the scrivener, in his (the lawyer's) own room, I would that
afternoon strive my best to rid them of the nuisance they complained of.
Going
up stairs to my old haunt, there was Bartleby silently sitting upon the
banister at the landing.
"What
are you doing here, Bartleby?" said I.
"Sitting
upon the banister," he mildly replied.
I
motioned him into the lawyer's room, who then left us.
"Bartleby,"
said I, "are you aware that you are the cause of great tribulation to me,
by persisting in occupying the entry after being dismissed from the
office?"
No
answer.
"Now
one of two things must take place. Either you must do something, or something
must be done to you. Now what sort of business would you like to engage in?
Would you like to re-engage in copying for some one?"
"No;
I would prefer not to make any change."
"Would
you like a clerkship in a dry-goods store?"
"There
is too much confinement about that. No, I would not like a clerkship; but I am
not particular."
"Too
much confinement," I cried, "why you keep yourself confined all the
time!"
"I
would prefer not to take a clerkship," he rejoined, as if to settle that
little item at once.
"How
would a bar-tender's business suit you? There is no trying of the eyesight in
that."
"I
would not like it at all; though, as I said before, I am not particular."
His
unwonted wordiness inspirited me. I returned to the charge.
"Well
then, would you like to travel through the country collecting bills for the
merchants? That would improve your health."
"No,
I would prefer to be doing something else."
"How
then would going as a companion to Europe, to entertain some young gentleman
with your conversation,--how would that suit you?"
"Not
at all. It does not strike me that there is any thing definite about that. I
like to be stationary. But I am not particular."
"Stationary
you shall be then," I cried, now losing all patience, and for the first
time in all my exasperating connection with him fairly flying into a passion.
"If you do not go away from these premises before night, I shall feel
bound--indeed I am bound--to--to--to quit the premises
myself!" I rather absurdly concluded, knowing not with what possible
threat to try to frighten his immobility into compliance. Despairing of all
further efforts, I was precipitately leaving him, when a final thought occurred
to me--one which had not been wholly unindulged before.
"Bartleby,"
said I, in the kindest tone I could assume under such exciting circumstances,
"will you go home with me now--not to my office, but my dwelling--and
remain there till we can conclude upon some convenient arrangement for you at
our leisure? Come, let us start now, right away."
"No:
at present I would prefer not to make any change at all."
I
answered nothing; but effectually dodging every one by the suddenness and
rapidity of my flight, rushed from the building, ran up Wall-street towards
Broadway, and jumping into the first omnibus was soon removed from pursuit. As
soon as tranquillity returned I distinctly perceived that I had now done all
that I possibly could, both in respect to the demands of the landlord and his
tenants, and with regard to my own desire and sense of duty, to benefit
Bartleby, and shield him from rude persecution. I now strove to be entirely
care-free and quiescent; and my conscience justified me in the attempt; though
indeed it was not so successful as I could have wished. So fearful was I of
being again hunted out by the incensed landlord and his exasperated tenants,
that, surrendering my business to Nippers, for a few days I drove about the
upper part of the town and through the suburbs, in my rockaway; crossed over to
Jersey City and Hoboken, and paid fugitive visits to Manhattanville and
Astoria. In fact I almost lived in my rockaway for the time.
When
again I entered my office, lo, a note from the landlord lay upon the desk. I
opened it with trembling hands. It informed me that the writer had sent to the
police, and had Bartleby removed to the Tombs as a vagrant. Moreover, since I
knew more about him than any one else, he wished me to appear at that place,
and make a suitable statement of the facts. These tidings had a conflicting
effect upon me. At first I was indignant; but at last almost approved. The
landlord's energetic, summary disposition had led him to adopt a procedure
which I do not think I would have decided upon myself; and yet as a last
resort, under such peculiar circumstances, it seemed the only plan.
As
I afterwards learned, the poor scrivener, when told that he must be conducted
to the Tombs, offered not the slightest obstacle, but in his pale unmoving way,
silently acquiesced.
Some
of the compassionate and curious bystanders joined the party; and headed by one
of the constables arm in arm with Bartleby, the silent procession filed its way
through all the noise, and heat, and joy of the roaring thoroughfares at noon.
The
same day I received the note I went to the Tombs, or to speak more properly,
the Halls of Justice. Seeking the right officer, I stated the purpose of my
call, and was informed that the individual I described was indeed within. I
then assured the functionary that Bartleby was a perfectly honest man, and
greatly to be compassionated, however unaccountably eccentric. I narrated all I
knew, and closed by suggesting the idea of letting him remain in as indulgent
confinement as possible till something less harsh might be done--though indeed
I hardly knew what. At all events, if nothing else could be decided upon, the
alms-house must receive him. I then begged to have an interview.
Being
under no disgraceful charge, and quite serene and harmless in all his ways,
they had permitted him freely to wander about the prison, and especially in the
inclosed grass-platted yards thereof. And so I found him there, standing all
alone in the quietest of the yards, his face towards a high wall, while all
around, from the narrow slits of the jail windows, I thought I saw peering out
upon him the eyes of murderers and thieves.
"Bartleby!"
"I
know you," he said, without looking round,--"and I want nothing to
say to you."
"It
was not I that brought you here, Bartleby," said I, keenly pained at his
implied suspicion. "And to you, this should not be so vile a place.
Nothing reproachful attaches to you by being here. And see, it is not so sad a
place as one might think. Look, there is the sky, and here is the grass."
"I
know where I am," he replied, but would say nothing more, and so I left
him.
As
I entered the corridor again, a broad meat-like man, in an apron, accosted me,
and jerking his thumb over his shoulder said--"Is that your friend?"
"Yes."
"Does
he want to starve? If he does, let him live on the prison fare, that's
all."
"Who
are you?" asked I, not knowing what to make of such an unofficially
speaking person in such a place.
"I
am the grub-man. Such gentlemen as have friends here, hire me to provide them
with something good to eat."
"Is
this so?" said I, turning to the turnkey.
He
said it was.
"Well
then," said I, slipping some silver into the grub-man's hands (for so they
called him). "I want you to give particular attention to my friend there;
let him have the best dinner you can get. And you must be as polite to him as
possible."
"Introduce
me, will you?" said the grub-man, looking at me with an expression which
seem to say he was all impatience for an opportunity to give a specimen of his
breeding.
Thinking
it would prove of benefit to the scrivener, I acquiesced; and asking the
grub-man his name, went up with him to Bartleby.
"Bartleby,
this is Mr. Cutlets; you will find him very useful to you."
"Your
sarvant, sir, your sarvant," said the grub-man, making a low salutation
behind his apron. "Hope you find it pleasant here, sir;--spacious
grounds--cool apartments, sir--hope you'll stay with us some time--try to make
it agreeable. May Mrs. Cutlets and I have the pleasure of your company to
dinner, sir, in Mrs. Cutlets' private room?"
"I
prefer not to dine to-day," said Bartleby, turning away. "It would
disagree with me; I am unused to dinners." So saying he slowly moved to
the other side of the inclosure, and took up a position fronting the dead-wall.
"How's
this?" said the grub-man, addressing me with a stare of astonishment.
"He's odd, aint he?"
"I
think he is a little deranged," said I, sadly.
"Deranged?
deranged is it? Well now, upon my word, I thought that friend of yourn was a
gentleman forger; they are always pale and genteel-like, them forgers. I can't
help pity 'em--can't help it, sir. Did you know Monroe Edwards?" he added
touchingly, and paused. Then, laying his hand pityingly on my shoulder, sighed,
"he died of consumption at Sing-Sing. So you weren't acquainted with
Monroe?"
"No,
I was never socially acquainted with any forgers. But I cannot stop longer.
Look to my friend yonder. You will not lose by it. I will see you again."
Some
few days after this, I again obtained admission to the Tombs, and went through
the corridors in quest of Bartleby; but without finding him.
"I
saw him coming from his cell not long ago," said a turnkey, "may be
he's gone to loiter in the yards."
So
I went in that direction.
"Are
you looking for the silent man?" said another turnkey passing me.
"Yonder he lies--sleeping in the yard there. 'Tis not twenty minutes since
I saw him lie down."
The
yard was entirely quiet. It was not accessible to the common prisoners. The
surrounding walls, of amazing thickness, kept off all sounds behind them. The
Egyptian character of the masonry weighed upon me with its gloom. But a soft
imprisoned turf grew under foot. The heart of the eternal pyramids, it seemed,
wherein, by some strange magic, through the clefts, grass-seed, dropped by
birds, had sprung.
Strangely
huddled at the base of the wall, his knees drawn up, and lying on his side, his
head touching the cold stones, I saw the wasted Bartleby. But nothing stirred.
I paused; then went close up to him; stooped over, and saw that his dim eyes
were open; otherwise he seemed profoundly sleeping. Something prompted me to touch
him. I felt his hand, when a tingling shiver ran up my arm and down my spine to
my feet.
The
round face of the grub-man peered upon me now. "His dinner is ready. Won't
he dine to-day, either? Or does he live without dining?"
"Lives
without dining," said I, and closed the eyes.
"Eh!--He's
asleep, aint he?"
"With
kings and counsellors," murmured I.
* *
* * * * * *
There
would seem little need for proceeding further in this history. Imagination will
readily supply the meagre recital of poor Bartleby's interment. But ere parting
with the reader, let me say, that if this little narrative has sufficiently
interested him, to awaken curiosity as to who Bartleby was, and what manner of
life he led prior to the present narrator's making his acquaintance, I can only
reply, that in such curiosity I fully share, but am wholly unable to gratify
it. Yet here I hardly know whether I should divulge one little item of rumor,
which came to my ear a few months after the scrivener's decease. Upon what
basis it rested, I could never ascertain; and hence, how true it is I cannot
now tell. But inasmuch as this vague report has not been without a certain
strange suggestive interest to me, however sad, it may prove the same with some
others; and so I will briefly mention it. The report was this: that Bartleby
had been a subordinate clerk in the Dead Letter Office at Washington, from
which he had been suddenly removed by a change in the administration. When I
think over this rumor, I cannot adequately express the emotions which seize me.
Dead letters! does it not sound like dead men? Conceive a man by nature and
misfortune prone to a pallid hopelessness, can any business seem more fitted to
heighten it than that of continually handling these dead letters and assorting
them for the flames? For by the cart-load they are annually burned. Sometimes
from out the folded paper the pale clerk takes a ring:--the finger it was meant
for, perhaps, moulders in the grave; a bank-note sent in swiftest charity:--he
whom it would relieve, nor eats nor hungers any more; pardon for those who died
despairing; hope for those who died unhoping; good tidings for those who died
stifled by unrelieved calamities. On errands of life, these letters speed to
death.
Ah Bartleby! Ah humanity